heyyo peeps :'( actually this post for those who cares about me. erm yeah, ofcourse this is too hard. berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu aq yang memikul neh kan ? i'm too scared to think what i'm gonna write and say here. yess, i'm gonna mmiss you all guys. no, i will not ever forget you, you and yup, YOU ! i guess, this is the weirdest post ever in my life. feel awkward to do this. but, i have to. i want you to know what i feel. even i was like too ego, but i'm still care about you, loving you, and ofcourse missing you dears. HAHA (sangat terkejut dengan confession neh)
okay first of all to my dearest lovest parents :) dear mom a.k.a mrs. azizah, i'm so sorry what i had done before towards you. and maybe i hurt you before and i didn't realize it at all. I'M SO SORRY. i'm too young to stand by my own legs and that's why i always needs your help in every single problem that i had. and you always helps me. you gave me a lot of loves that you should give. made my favourite meals every weekend. take care of me. being the greatest mother in this entire world. you are the prettiest woman ever in my heart and this whole world. i love you mom. there are a lot of sacrifice that you've done to me.
dear dad a.k.a mr. md.esa, thank you soo much ! sorry i always makes a troublesome. sorry if i made you angry. sorry if i can't be what you want. but, i know you always supports me from behind. thanks a lot dad. you are my super duper hero ! you are the most handsome man in my heart. and ofcourse in this entire galaxy. you teached me how to be myself. and i will always be myself. i love you this much ( ) *more than that actually :)
dear siblings (big brothers and sisters) thanks for the continuous advices. i accept it. actually, i'm too scared. scare to live without you all. blughh, wondering how my day without them. without your laughs. without your gossips. OMGEE :'( i love you all. damn much ! (dont know what i wanna say)
dear friends, takecare of yourself dudes and babes. you are really wonderful friends that i ever had. im gonna miss you all. seriously ! goodluck guys. pray for my and our success. reunion ? bila lagi weyhh ?? HAHA
dear boyprend a.k.a mohd azim a.k.a gemokk a.k.a buncett :'( take care of yourself okay ? you know right how to taking care of yourself ? yelah, before neh i'm the one who taking a good care of you. sampai jadi gemokk sehat cenggitu ^_^ dont be naughty here without my presence yer sayang. thanks a lot cause always supporting me, jealousing on me, understanding, being like what i want and be yourself. makes me laugh. makes me sad. makes my mood down. makes me happy. you are everything to me. semua jenis perasaan lah yang dia dah bagi aq rasa. that's why aq makin matured sekarang neh bila berfikir. (pape pun taboleh) #confession : you are very romantic person. loving and caring. tapi kadang-2 macam heartless pun ada. geram aq >.< you are the weirdest person that i had ever knew. HAHA. yess, weird lah. how you can fell in love with me ? how you can like me ? how ? HOW ? how ? im not pretty. funny ? yess, i'm not. *yer, dari dulu aq tahu aq memang tade rupa sangat. heh :p aq tataw lah kenapa. bila orang memuji tuh aq macam betul ke aq neh ada personaliti yang menarik ? (guessing) memang bersyukur, tapi macam it was such a joke kott. anyway, thanks :)
adik-2 yang baek dengan aq (aaa, sape yg anggap diri dia tuh adik aq, betul la tuh.kang tulis nama korang kat sini, macam terhegeh-2 pulak anggap korang macam adik, tapi korang ta anggap aq neh kakak. malu malu) thanks a lot. you are wonderful babes ! always !
pssst : yeah i know this is too early right ? i just want to let you all know early before going to there. and i'm so sorry for everything ! takot ta sempat na blogging panjang-2 lagi. yelah, busy buat itu ini semua kang. biarlah awal pun kan ? baca taw korang ! peace be upon you,
I LOVE YOU !
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