don't forget me :')

hey guys. i'm kinda feel like weirdy today. i don't know why. maybe my heart feel too tough to do this soon. yeah hmm, leave my homemates (family lah) my cats (especially gemok manjea) my beloved nephew. homaigod, i hope i can do this. it's hard. seriously, it's hard. even only port dickson yang jaraknya ta sampai pun 100 kilometres, it is still hard to leave them. i know i know, aq macam ter-over feeling kat sini. bukan jauh pun kott kan ? actually, before this for 17 years old okay i'd never away apart from my family. psssst i'm not a spoiled child okay. is it clear ? let me repeat again I'M NOT A SPOILED CHILD okay ! yeah, even i'm the youngest one, i did'nt feel like i'm too spoiled or what. cause to me, my mum treat us (siblings)  with equal. fair and square. 

anyway, it's hard. it's sad "___" 

ouh emm jayy ! tomorrow i'll be leaving seremban. yup, maybe just for a week. and away to port dickson to lead a new life as a student (again). huh it's tough. but hopefully it will be not. so, today is my last day in seremban before away to there (p.d) and my last day to update, pack and prepare my things, my stuffs, my clothes and etc but not my life yet. heh :p the very last activities for today is print out my e-registration and bring it tomorrow to there. review my medical report forms, registration forms and others form. i wondered, how can i leave my life that i begin here T__T no wayy ! halamakk, over-2 pulak na takot-2 semua neh. okay-2, think positive, think positive ! i'm scared to leave them. ouh no no. think postive pleaseee.. okay, i'll be fine there. and they will be fine here. right ? that's it. positive side ^_^ (frankly, it's fake) 

okay guys, let's begin with a new life ! new subjects, new studies, new challenges and new chances to do better than before. and meet new friends. hilarious, serious, nerdy, blurry and whatsoever lah kan. and i wondered how my roommates look like, behaviour like and doing whatever there. hurmm, hopefully they are same head, behaviour like me. heh dah lah, takesah lah dapat roommate macam mana pun kan. terima lah dia seadanya, aq pun ta perfect sangat kan ? okay, wish me luck guys. holla. walaweyh. okay okay, maybe (it's just maybe) this is my last post for this week (itupun kalau malam kang gian na menaip lagi. heh :p) and maybe next week kalau aq balek seremban, baru aq update lagi post baru okay ? *yeah that's right, cara aq cakap macam ada peminat setia pulak baca post aq neh kan ? (sangat perasan okay aq neh --, )

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okay, lastly i love you. take care yeah ! xoxo and don't forget me, norazia md.esa, aziaa, yayaa, yaa, kak yayaa, kak aziaa :D

peace be upon you.